Powerful reminder to question everything, keep an open mind (and more so an open heart) and tune into your own truth and what feels right for you no matter what, especially amidst all the chaos and seemingly opposing insecure interests vying for your attention-validation and siphoning your energy.

I wonder how much history we’ve been taught in school is actually true. Maybe all of it can be completely questioned as fact although it was always taught to us as such.

How do we define history anyway? It’s only written in the voice of the victor, to support the mainstream narrative which of course supports those in power to stay in power and so on.

In political economy we call this hegemony of the elite. Controlling the narrative, the story of the collective, is how tribe mentality, and the subsequent droves of sheep-ple become endlessly dependent on outside influences to dictate all facets of reality.

And those in power stay in power, generation after generation continuing the cycle of oppression, slavery, disempowerment and growing inequality.

Can you feel the bubble bursting?

We are at a thresh-hold indeed.

I love this woman’s take on how we each have an important part to play in the massive awakening out of the deep sleep thats accelerating before our eyes.

Thanks Jason Estes for sharing this video. I am loving witnessing more and more people “coming to” out of their trance and finally starting to see how so much of the reality they once believed in without question is falling apart only to give way to so many new potentials and pathways.

Ever since I was a little kid I always thought I would be president of the US, and even until college I had a calling to go into politics..which led me in to PR which is really the greatest political game of all 🙂

Watching videos like this and seeing so many politicians and leaders coming out speaking authentic truth and breaking down veils left and right is inspiring me to get more civically active. Just registered to vote in the primaries as a Hawaii resident, reading into our local government situation and educating myself more about various measures on the table.

Reminds me of what we used to say in AA: “it works if you work it, so work it, and live it.”

Potent ways to take action shared at 10:20 timestamp in the video..

Now is the moment to go all the way in and face what’s here to be met, uprooted and alchemized once and for all.

There is immense completion available to us right now regarding deeply conditioned patterns and ways of being we’ve had for lifetimes that have certainly informed our whole reality up until this moment.

What’s especially highlighted are ways in which we make our sense of value and worth conditional upon externals, productivity, doing in general and anything else outside of us.

We are the ones that determine our value. No one else has that power unless we are at some level consciously or unconsciously giving it to them.

We each have a unique journey when it comes to this moment of truth- but perhaps it can be this simple: make the conscious choice to commit to a new way of being.

Take your initiation that’s here staring you in the face just waiting for you to finally choose yourself.

You don’t have so much to do or process or heal or work on before you can choose to chart a new path forward.

This has come up in many moments (sessions and readings this week especially): do your own ceremony with yourself preferably in nature and burn away all that you are leaving behind in the old reality-paradigm you are evolving out of at the speed of light.

Write the old beliefs and energies and behaviors down. Feel the feels that come up in the process – anger, resentment, fear and anxiety are very amplified in this process.

Feel them arise in your bones and see how they are simply conditioned responses stemming from a lifetime of thinking you have to protect yourself and control life in order to simply feel safe.

Underlying all of that programming realize how you’ve never been more safe than in this moment.

Your new nervous system is birthing – your divine blue print which knows only peace, presence and infinite power.

You are ready to cultivate yourself anew. You are ready to let go.

Once this process is complete burn the writing and energies away in the sacred fire real or imagined and picture yourself being baptized in a celestial golden light attuning your DNA to its divine inheritance: peace + prosperity beyond your wildest dreams❤️

Choose your path + BE it.

If you’re called to receive multidimensional strategic support in your embodiment journey, I am here and honored to play in the moment we are meant to co-create. 🔑

Xx Syd

Building a new body ATM. Upgrading immensely. Clearing out the depths of all I’ve been carrying in this life and beyond, and from those who came before me. Time for a clean slate.

Allow me to re-introduce myself..especially to new friends who’ve connected recently. I feel like I am bridging a few dimensions right now between the former realities I used to play in and the new, aligned ones that are more naturally resonating these days.

I’m Sydney, lovely to meet you and be connected here in this portal..vortex..soul family reunion party: what a gift to be together on Earth at a time like this, witnessing the unfolding of Heaven on Earth within us and building up all around us..what a time to be.

I was always a sensitive being, psychic and tuned into my surroundings and people around me at a level of depth that most others rarely experience in a lifetime.

I started using dr-ugs and alc.ohol around age 14 to numb out the immense sensitivity-insecurity-paranoia I felt that I had no idea what else to do with. How could I be a human being who felt and thought about and experienced life this deeply..especially in the big cities I played in: SF + NYC, it was a death sentence to even consider trying to be present.

I studied social movements, revolution, political theory and world systems geo-political-economy at UC Santa Cruz which felt like a summer camp party compared to the elite high school I was privileged to attend on a full scholarship. The cultural training I received in high school amidst millionaires and billionaires imparted upon me a deep understanding of privilege and inequality – I wish everyone could go to a school like that, what a different world we lived in if more could have that kind of support.

I’ve always had an entrepreneurial spirit and big vision calling me to step up – I used to think I’d be a politician or a civil rights lawyer until I learned that media would be a far more effective and fastidious route to create the consciousness shifts I sensed are required to transform our world into what we know it can be.

My awakening began in 2011 when I got sober from a 10 year dance in the dark with drugs and alcohol with all sorts of dangerous encounters in between. I moved to NYC in 2010 and tried my luck at becoming a star club promoter which quickly catalyzed my rock bottom into stripping-escorting-double-life’ing and eventually waking the eff up to start learning how to be a human being for the first time ever.

I went all in on 12-step recovery – practicing the steps and sponsoring others in AA for years and getting heavily involved in young people’s communities all over New York. This is where I learned how to be human again, how to feel my feelings, how to create meaningful relationships, how to forgive myself and how to let go of so much past wounding I had been harboring for years and maybe lifetimes.

I had numerous spiritual awakenings and massive heart opening moments – more than I could count really..a spiritual awakening can be as simple as a personality change sufficient to bring about a transformation into a new desired way of being. It can be that simple if we let it.

As I committed to my sobriety and grew within my spiritual path I attained success in my career in Marketing and Advertising in some of the best teams in NYC – running global ad campaigns for major brands and eventually evolving from Senior Strategist to Senior Producer to Director of Operations for one of the most visionary PR agencies I could have ever dreamed to work with.

I took every opportunity I could to dive deep into meditation, self-healing, Reiki, Akashic Records, sound baths and long retreats that all had the impact of reconnecting me to my essence and soul path – to be a radiant example of what it is to be fully alive and aligned with ones true path. I started remembering.

And as I remembered, while having more supernatural experiences arise more often than ever, I couldn’t ignore the call any longer – I had to start my own vision which required I go out on my own to help those I was meant to help.

This calling at first took the shape of consulting with startups and brands on holistic marketing strategy and branding and eventually, naturally, expanded into holistic, intuitive health coaching.

I launched my coaching and consulting practice after I had become a Certified Health Coach, Yoga Instructor, Reiki Practitioner and Akashic Records Guide knowing that my dharma was to fuse the worlds of business and corporate brand strategy with the worlds of spirituality, consciousness and healing.

At some point on the path I got wrapped up in the pyramid scheme of a particular lineage of the online coaching world, sucked in after a dark night of the soul regarding scarcity consciousness and a bottoming out of my own sense of value and worth, questioning my intentions and purpose at the deepest level. I just wanted someone to save me and make it all better.

This set up a ~2 year journey in “high ticket mentorship,” investing hundreds of thousands of dollars in myself to “learn” how to make more money while making a greater impact and helping others to do the same..or something like that, whatever the tag line that sold me at the time definitely worked.

Until it didn’t. In both cases I hit another hard bottom of realizing my complicity in profoundly codependent relationships in which I was playing the daughter to a mother-mentor on some level in which we were both trying to heal our abandonment trauma along with all sorts of other unconscious dynamics…muddled up in money, power, and purpose.

My last high ticket mentor who I was investing $11K per month in at the time if you can believe it essentially hung up the phone on me for our last call when I was hitting an intense healing moment she couldn’t actually hold space for because it triggered her too much – she said: “this isn’t fun anymore, I’m letting you go.” It probably helped that I was on the phone also telling her I couldn’t pay her the ridiculous amount of money she had coerced me into paying as soon as I had my first $40K month – she immediately in the same sentence congratulating me for my biggest month ever said that I right away needed to invest at a higher level to “contain the energy” or something like that she could have me hook into.

I’m sure she had just had the same thing done to her by another mentor..we all just pass the same tactics down until we awaken to the illusion that we’ve been complicit in perpetuating. Just like trauma – we pass it down mostly unknowingly until at some point our soul can’t take it any more and we must face it and heal it.

At some point in one of these containers I even got a book deal thru an editor from Simon and Schuster (one of the big 5 publishers) reaching out to me via a Facebook message asking me to write a title for them based on some articles I had published about Empaths in MindBodyGreen.

I had done this all on my own of course (all in the works months prior to working with this mentor) but because it happened while I was on this mentor’s watch, she quickly used me as a client case study of what’s possible in her field..which always felt confusing and catalyzed another healing cycle around coming to terms with how my results were actually mine and not only due to someone helping me.

The Empath Experience: What to Do When You Feel Everything came out on May 1, 2018 and has since supported almost 30,000 readers around the world in living an empowered life rooted in emotional sovereignty, self-mastery and devoted self-care.

Over the last 4 years I have also supported hundreds of visionaries in awakening to their authenticity, living their purpose, launching and scaling soul-aligned businesses and creating immense transformation in all areas of their lives so their highest vision can at last be lived into. I’ve hosted transformational retreats in Bali, Mount Shasta, Upstate NY, Sedona and even a 100+ convergence for Odyssey this last year in the Bay Area.

I’ve created transformational courses (Divinity Codes, Alignment Activation and Mastering Magnetism) as well as hundreds of live-streams and YouTube Videos sharing guidance on intuition, awakening, embodiment and intimate topics that maybe at times we’re afraid to speak about out loud or in public: sex, money, power, purpose, intimacy, faking orgasms, sex magic, alchemy of desire and multi-dimensionality to name a few.

I’ve graduated 30+ students as facilitators and healing practitioners of the Akashic Records, one of the most transformational modalities I’ve ever known when it comes to embodying your soul-essence, living your destiny, and rapidly sourcing all that is ever needed in any moment from right within.

My path is shifting it seems..I’m not sure where to but I sense the movement underway.

I am here to steward community and councils supporting the architecture of the New Earth. My mastery lies in cultivating and anchoring the energetic architecture required to birth our new structures and systems and ways of being that we know we are called soon to evolve into and therefore receive and live.

I feel most utilized in my gifts when I am merging intuitive-psychic guidance, healing and consciousness awakening with the actualization of visionary business-enterprises-communities and tangible movements forward in the directions our souls are calling us into.

I envision a world where our CEOS of the most legendary companies and New Earth Organizations are trained in intuitive energy work and are fully awakened in their psychic abilities, where every company has an Akashic Oracle on their board helping to steer company decisions and investments in the directions of the most aligned energetic currents and potentials.

I am here to support the visionaries called to build these new ecosystems – perhaps even if you feel like you’re starting at the very beginning, you are a pioneer after all so yes, you are. This is my specialty – mapping out the very beginning and assisting in the initial seeds planting for the longer term vision to unfold with grace, ease and expediency..co-creating in the quantum field.

For now I am digesting so much of what I have shared in the above into a new book, “The Consciousness Code: 8 Steps to Awaken Your Higher Self,” which is essentially a “what’s next” guidebook for those ready to recover their divinity and completely move out of victim consciousness into their complete creative potential, embodied leadership and aliveness. For a moment this book was a 12 step process for embodied ascension, then the publisher I originally had suggested it be 11 steps and then 8 steps to not be so closely affiliated with 12 step recovery.

But consciousness awakening is just this: a recovery process in which you are invited into the depths of your shadow to illuminate the infinite height of your light. To then remember who you are and why you are here, which doesn’t happen just once but in a series of awakening moments which if you are ready you will experience multiple times over and over again sometimes even in new dimensions that become available as you deepen in your being-ness.

We are all recovering from something.

We are all awakening again to who we really are.

We are awakening in each moment actually.

The opportunity to see more clearly is here if we choose it.

Everything we want: it’s an inside job, as within, so without.

We are all learning to re-program the game we first learned when we arrived – switching up from down, in from out..unlearning rather all that came in to distort our original essence.

Remembering we chose it all anyway – even the contrast.

So love it all, and receive and appreciate all it has to teach you.

Forgive yourself for it all, there is no such thing as a mistake.

Only lessons you chose to incarnate within simply to grow.

You are the master architect of this game, after all.

No one could have created it more perfectly for you than you.

Thanks for playing <3

x Syd

Remember, there’s nothing actually in your way except perceived obstacles that are really lessons situated in your path that are here to help you re-orient to a clear focus. There are no blocks in your way, remember that.

There’s just moments on the path that are there to help you refocus and realign, usually through the experience of contrast but nothing’s in your way. Nothing’s in the way of you progressing, expanding and evolving forward except your perceived notions of what you’re empowering to be true rather than what you are choosing to create and act upon instead.

Are you willing to let those false aspects of yourself go so more of who you are already and what is meant for you to receive can naturally arise?

It’s been a rough couple days integrating a lot of updates to the physical and energetic bodies. Tapping, shaking, breathwork, sleeping in, hydrating a ton, and sometimes just laying down to receive all the incoming transmissions ~ listening deeply to what the body is requesting for support and following suit is what’s required right now.

And going forward this is the norm. Can no longer prioritize what you think you should be doing or what your schedule dictates.

Listening to each moments desire and what it’s inviting you to expand into..can we be flexible now more than ever with ourselves and with each other as we are evolving at the speed of light?

Big shadows still here to work with too. One of my big core wounds is around fear of not existing and it stems from past lifetimes in which I didn’t want to be fully embodied or even incarnate.

Lots to unpack and yet I’m willing to face it even if resistance is here too – that’s how we know we are on track and tending to what’s required.

Go into the resistance and trust there’s so much gold to harvest. Freedom. Liberation. More love. More of who you really are.

I’m here to support you in all the ways if you’re ready to receive your initiation into your full power, presence, potency and alignment.

We quantum leap into new dimensions and desirable realities the moment we choose to + it’s so much more fun to do together

I have 3 spots for 1:1 visionary mentorship open now – our sacred container can entail 5D business strategy, energetic optimization, vision embodiment, soul purpose alignment, akashic records attunement and guidance, dna activation and whatever else our souls desire to co-create in this moment..how shall we play?

xx Syd

I am here to co-create new templates for humanity in the realms of leadership, unity consciousness and coherent systems design.

I am an energetic architect who brings forth not only this lifetime of experience but numerous others from not only Earth but other dimensions and realities in which unity is the premise upon which all is possible and therefore allowed to emerge in total ease.

I hold keys into the New Earth infrastructures, companies, systems, relational dynamics, thought forms and ways of being we are invited to re-member, expand into and enjoy in the thriving, harmonious world we know deep within is not only possible but also the precise event we incarnated to participate in. Fully.

I have never been more clear in my purpose.

I have never felt more grounded in my power.

I am overflowing with abundance to share this energy, clear vision and activating presence with those called to receive and actualize their own piece in the harmonious whole – to fully embody their soul-aligned purpose and contribution within this divine game of architecting Heaven on Earth.

It is an inside job indeed. The energetics of your being are calling for your intimate attention = are you at home in your own soul? In your heart? Do you trust your higher guidance? Do you listen to its perfect direction, always providing you with the next right step that has the greatest impact and ripple effect when you choose to follow it?

Your natural state is alignment. Your natural state is flow. Your natural state is receptivity. Your natural state is abundance.

When you listen.

My favorite way to attune ourselves to the potent frequencies and codes of remembrance and embodiment we now have upon us is through the conduit of the Akashic Records. I have guided countless students through the journey of becoming facilitators of this sacred work over the years and it is my highest excitement to offer this journey in a group container wherein so much potent transmutation and amplification is available.

Our upcoming Akashic Records Facilitator training beginning 7/7 has 2 spots remaining to join. This will likely be the last time I run this training this year as my path is calling me forth in some very expansive soul-fulfilling directions that require my full presence. If you are called to dive deep into awakening your spiritual gifts, activating your intuitive knowing and stepping into New Earth co-creative presence and leadership, this is your call. It would be an honor to walk this path with you.

It is an honor to be with you x

Syd

aloha dear one. we are getting blasted today with big heart opening energy. you may require more rest and support in the next few days. everything clears up July 1st or so. don’t feel the urgency to make any rash decisions right now. now is the time for deep listening and allowing. rest and receive. relax and feel yourself fully. do what is needed to support you at this time.

what is the way in which you love to receive love? do that for yourself. in more moments than not.

i wrote this last night after buzzing with the heart energy esp. activated after receiving a powerful 1:1 sound healing/energy healing session with a magic fairy witch sister here in maui..calling in the support of our druid-wizard-maui guardian spirits-ascended master-angel guides and more..quite a party, feeling deep uprooting still unfolding. releasing fear from my cells at deeper levels than ever. purging it all out…all illusion must fall away for it is urgent now more than ever that the soul come into its full expansion and embodiment.

Are you listening? Cultivating your inner trust and receptivity of the wisdom you carry is a revolutionary way of being.

You become the medicine healing all chaos and confusion. You become the anecdote to disempowerment and illusion. You are an oracle and soon you see that all of life is reflecting back to you similarly the oracles present in every moment always guiding you in accordance with your highest good.

We are designed as conduits for divine direction. Its comical to pretend to masquerade as anything else.

We are antennae for divinity radiating thru our cells the heavenly frequencies we are now anchoring and actualizing into life beyond our wildest dreams – journeying deeper into our hearts perfect presence.

It is radical to choose to honor your truth. It is a radical revolutionary act to share your truth and to even be a clear presence in which others may immediately feel and access and remember their truth.

My favorite way to play with fellow new earth visionary pioneers is in the multidimensional playground of the akashic records – the known field housing all history beyond all time spaces and dimensions of all that was is and ever will be. Here we remember and meet our infinite beings.

Here we see what capacity we truly have to create the reality we most deeply desire experiencing. Here we recall our essence and innate wisdom – attuning ourselves to expansive power, presence, magnetism and ease.

Trusting and sharing your truth is vulnerable and confronting at first – you must unlearn so many ways of being and thinking and yet this de-conditioning will happen surprisingly fast as you intentionally enter into the quantum field completely open to receiving all the healing love and guidance that is always here for you, in fact meant for you to receive.

It is thru guiding and giving this gift of truth and pure presence to another that you receive the same impact ten fold within yourself.

There is no greater gift than meeting another as your complete authentic presence and then together in unison opening to receive illumination and liberation as you remember who you are and why you are here. We are such beautiful mirrors.

Thank you for being.

We have 3 spots for our akashic facilitator training starting 7/7. if you’d like to join us please share your interest and intention via the enrollment site/interest form here <3